It has been a long time since I have written anything on this blog. Recently I did something terribly wrong which has for as far as a I can tell led to the end of a relationship with someone I love very much. If there is anything I could do to undo what I did or even work through what I did I wish that I could. I have never felt worse about my actions in my entire life. KLE I love you and I wish that we could at least try and talk about what happened. In the end I have to live with my own actions. I have done things in the past that I certainly regret none more han what I did to cause the issues that I am now going through. The thing that hurts the most is that we were really good friends and now that this seems to be over I have lost a relationship and a friend. I am very sad about this whole thing. I can only speak to it from my perspective of course. For anyone who knows me or has spent time with me in the last month you know how much I have been beating myself up over this. In the last year and a half I have gone through a lot and I wish that all the turmoil and turbulence would come to and end. Yet it is all self-inflicted I have to go back to the drawing board and figure out what is going on with me. KLE I am so sorry. my best to you always.
Jamie
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